My adrenal fatigue – it makes perfect sense.
I am an alarmist to my own life.
Early Saturday morning Samarah and I went for a nice, long walk. It was a cool morning with just a slight breeze. Stillness surrounded us, and the only noise I heard was here ‘n there babbles from Sam and the birds chirping. My heart rate was low, as I did not have any caffeine prior.
It was just…..peaceful.
About mid-way through the walk, we hit a crosswalk just as a car pulled up. They waved for me to cross, so I quickly sprinted to the other side.
My heart raced for just a few moments.
We kept on walking, but eventually hit a part of the walk where there were more cars, people talking loudly, children screaming and general noise.
I felt my heart start to beat faster. My mind was present with all the noise, and I was generally distracted and uneasy.
It hit me almost instantly during those last few blocks of our walk.
This is how I’ve been living my life for years.
I have been an alarmist to my own life.
Adrenal Fatigue goes hand-in-hand with chronic stress.
In “The Modern Lifestyle: A Recipe for Adrenal Fatigue?,” symptoms of adrenal fatigue syndrome are noted as:
- Waking up unrested
- Decrease ability to handle stress
- Brain fog or decreased cognitive ability
- Dizziness when standing from sitting or lying down
- Low sex drive
- Increased severity of allergic responses
- Low blood pressure
- Low blood sugar
- Weakness, and more…
I am almost each and every single one of those things.
Upon review of my “Functional Adrenal Stress Profile” medical tests which were conducted, not one level (cortisol and/or DHEA) was in reference range. As a matter of fact, one of the cortisol ranges has a “normal” range of 1.0-3.0 nM/L. I am at .6. Yes, almost completely bottomed out.
From high school on, I have likely been chronically stressed, with a steep climb these past few years and the culmination about the time we got Samarah.
My walk this past weekend reconfirmed how and why I’ve gotten to this place.
There are so many things about my past that I cannot undo. We don’t get the option to turn back the hands of time. If we did, I’d go back and redo so many of the things I did which landed me here.
The only thing I get to do now is grab the day by the hand and do my very best to stop the chaos.
The gut-brain-skin axis is real, and I have a real issue on my hands with it all (from the adrenal fatigue to the thyroid to the SIBO and the outstanding Colitis).
If this were ONLY about food, I’d be healed – once and for all. I can tell you anything about food and diet as it relates to all of the above and autoimmune in general.
But Adrenal Fatigue is not only about food. In fact, I’d argue that it’s hardly about food.
My Adrenal Fatigue is all making perfect sense. But just because something makes perfect sense doesn’t make it our token to getting better.
Getting better requires intentional actions.
These intentional actions I am now striving for, daily.